How do you know when you're making the right choice? I mean, is it an instict to know what you're supposed to pick, is it the cosmos or is in just plain luck? Sometimes, I just don't understand why you're own body can't even make up it's mind on its own. You're head tells you one thing, your heart tells you another and your hormones go up and down fast than you can say "I feeling...".

   I'm stuck in a situation where I'm just completely confused. My heart wants to stay yet I don't even know if doing that will make me regret passing up something that could be great which is what my head is telling me. My hormones on the otherhand, I can control. It's just that my head and my heart and in two completely different places. I'm confused as hell and people sending me mixed messages and not being straight forward about shit doesn't make making a descision any easier.

   I thought I knew what descision to make. To follow my heart, to take a risk and just hope that everything turns out ok. Though now, I realize that in doing so, I'm taking a HUGE risk where I'm not even sure if the other person is really genuine. He seems to love me, he seems to care yet, does he always secretly hope that he was with someone else or that someone would come up to him and tell him that they liked him. I mean, is it just an ego trip or am I just around because there's no one else. Sometimes I feel like it's genuine, at other times, I'm not so sure. I know it's hard to say how you feel. I have a hard time doing it myself. But when I need to make a descision. I really need to know everything. And I need that right NOW.

AHH! How do I choose?????

Bored.

no more people in skul :(.....GRADUATING next week!!!!